Wednesday, May 2, 2018

Sitting in limbo

I'm feeling very meh lately. Our new apartment is getting closer and closer to finished every day, but it is still NOT finished. Adam has a new job, but he hasn't started YET. Our savings are basically gone, so we can't really do anything RIGHT NOW. (We have food and stuff, just no spending money.) The weather has warmed up, but it's still a week or two before I can BEGIN gardening. It's just all this limbo and I am one hundred percent unmotivated to DO ANYTHING.


Then I looked at my last to do list post from a MONTH AGO and I realized I had actually done a lot of it. I don't know when or why, but I got motivated and finished some stuff. Which means the list I'm finally fucking posting today is going to be some NEW stuff. Don't get too excited, I'm sure I'll take forever to accomplish tasks.

I know I'm neglecting this blog, but I feel like I'm in limbo with everything and it makes it hard for me to accomplish anything. I don't like the uncertainty. I don't like the anticipation. I don't like feeling like things are going to be better soon, just not right now. It makes me freeze up and feel down. So I feel meh and I neglect this blog and a million other things I say I'm going to do. Bleh.


This week :

01. Run, do some yoga
02. Resize and save poster board photos
03. Photograph second G. project
04. Blog posts
07. Rip some more CDs
08. Post more albums to Facebook
09. Read to Babe
10. Figure out database questions
11. Print family photo
12. Put together letterman's shadow box
13. Touch up bedroom paint
14. Frame and hang remaining artwork
15. Frame all that other stuff for those other people
16. Keep planner up to date
17. Make photo books for first three months
18. Finish digital back up - CONTINUED
19. Edit ALL the photos and upload - MOST OF THEM

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